It’s been over a year?!

A lot has happened since that snowy day in April 2010. I moved back to Englehart for over six months and I am still out of work. I am dying of bordom and depression. But on a positive note my relationship has improved and that is always a good thing. I have been praying a lot for a new direction. I have been thinking about becoming an artist and moving toward playing my guitar and singing in a public forum. I seriously need to practice my guitar but I am determined to become the next Eric Clapton or Jimmy Hendrix. I know that this will take a lot of work and discipline.
I am back and I am becoming what the Lord wants me to be..

It is snowing in beautiful downtown Timmins

I am so bored out of my skull. I really need to find a job and soon or else I will die of boredom.
I am feeling sad because I don’t know what will happen next. I am always hoping for the best.

March 10, 2010, 7:48 PM

A Haiku to express what I am feeling right about now.

Today is the day
That I realize that I
need to fly high now.

I am 39 today

And now is the time to try and do something about the mess my life is. And I need God’s help; I can’t do this alone. I am very confused and very lonely.

I am praying that 39 will be my year and a new beginning will start. Here’s to 2010.

Thursday 5:50 pm

My dad is making pizza. I hope it is as tasty as he says it will.

Happy New Year everyone! Hope that your 2010 is a blast (I hope mine will be as well).

Tuesday, 12:01 pm

Back in Brampton for my holidays. I wish everyone a Happy New Year and a blessed 2010.

I am hoping that 2010 will be WAAAAAY better than 2009. I am not say that 2009 is a bad year. Just that I need a better year this up and coming year.

I will always remember that God is Great.

Saturday 17:37

The nights are getting longer here in beautiful downtown Timmins. It is really warm (unseasonally).

I will be a proud owner of a motorcycle. Just have to wait and see it; but, I already made up my mind.

Last week I won $100000 with 13 others so my grand total is around $7100. I know exactly what I am going to do with it.

God has been good to me through the good times and the bad times. Right now, I am feeling good.

On television, I am watching a whole day of Tim McGraw. He is one sexy and talented guy. The best part of him is that he is true to himself, his family. God bless Tim McGraw.

Oh, I forgot, I got a new sewing machine and I already sown my blue jeans and now I am starting on a dress for my Christmas party.

I am still employed and I am feeling much better.